One of those Cliché LiveJournals.

The other day I went crazy... like I just couldn't get the idea of what I was thinking.

I wrote it all down too so.. yeah.

By the way, this is about my thoughts on God. I do not believe in a higher power so if you do not share that view with me or is easily offended by my thoughts, please do not read. I simply don't care.

I do not talk about religion to anyone anymore because I end up making people angry.

Okay. Here is what I wrote:

What I Don’t Understand about God
Why did he banish Adam and Eve, when all they did was eat an apple from the Tree of Knowledge? Isn’t he the all-forgiving?

Why let them continue having children if he knew what life would be like now, if he is the all-knowing?

Why would there be so much bad in this world if we had someone that could lend a helping hand?

Why would you be sent to Hell to be punished for your sins if Satan hates God? Wouldn’t Satan be praising you?

Why do you have to follow the Holy Bible and God’s word?

Why was Jesus he’s only son? If he did such good bad then, why not another? Because he would be looked at as crazy.

How can we be sure that the Virgin Mary was a virgin? By here say?

Why did Jesus turn water into wine when so many countries now need water?

Why is Earth the only planet with human life on it? Or any life?

Why do we so blindly believe in something when we don’t know where ‘he/she’ came from?

What if Jesus didn’t actually die on the cross?

Or what if it hadn’t actually been Jesus but someone who looked like him?

What if the tablets that were written, were actually just a fictional tale? Like a big story?

Who is to tell us that they were telling the truth?

I just don’t understand.

If God only created Adam and Eve, why is incest wrong? Who created the rest of the population?

Why is homosexuality wrong?
(Because it isn’t natural.)
What is natural?
(A man and a woman)
Why is that natural?
(To create children.)
Okay.

Why is homosexuality wrong?
(Because the Bible says so)
Because a book says so? So if I write, ‘Having intercourse to create a child is wrong.’ Doesn’t that make it right?

I don’t care what you believe in but I don’t understand why people believe in it.

Comfort? Comfort to know that after death you are going to a nice place in the sky for all of your good deeds?

Maybe.

But I am comfortable knowing that after death I can have rest. No heaven. No hell. No nothing. Just resting for all of my hard work on earth in the earth.

And if you can answer any of these questions. Go right ahead.

My mom and dad are really starting to get on my nerves.

One, they tell me to go pack or clean my room. Got it the first time you said it. No need to repeat it.

Two, my dad is taking freaking FOREVER ON MY CAR! If I don't have a car, then I can't move, and if I don't have a car then I won't be able to get my drivers license.

That's it.

But the car thing could be a million things. If I knew anything about freaking cars then I would do it myself. Hell. I would take it to a freaking shop or buy a new car that I know works because it is taking them forever!

And I'm still really angry about me having to pay for it to get fixed even though I'm not the one who crashed it. Just so you guys know.

My sister crashed it and when I asked my mom if I could have the car, she said that I would have to pay for the parts.

My response was, "Why? I didn't hit a deer with it? Why doesn't Jessica pay for it?"

My thought is if you messed it up, you clean it up. Or in this case, you break it, you buy it.