One of those Cliché LiveJournals.

Nano this year... sigh.

I am really going to do it.

It is going to still take me a while until I can get money for my schooling so all I am doing is working.

Last year I didn't do it because I was going school seven hours then going straight to work for nine hours. I just couldn't find the time.

SO! This year I am going to go to town on Nano.

Plus since my hours at my job at getting cut because God hates everyone.

Oh my goodness.

The other day I went crazy.... But I'll post another post about that...

The other day I went crazy... like I just couldn't get the idea of what I was thinking.

I wrote it all down too so.. yeah.

By the way, this is about my thoughts on God. I do not believe in a higher power so if you do not share that view with me or is easily offended by my thoughts, please do not read. I simply don't care.

I do not talk about religion to anyone anymore because I end up making people angry.

Okay. Here is what I wrote:

What I Don’t Understand about God
Why did he banish Adam and Eve, when all they did was eat an apple from the Tree of Knowledge? Isn’t he the all-forgiving?

Why let them continue having children if he knew what life would be like now, if he is the all-knowing?

Why would there be so much bad in this world if we had someone that could lend a helping hand?

Why would you be sent to Hell to be punished for your sins if Satan hates God? Wouldn’t Satan be praising you?

Why do you have to follow the Holy Bible and God’s word?

Why was Jesus he’s only son? If he did such good bad then, why not another? Because he would be looked at as crazy.

How can we be sure that the Virgin Mary was a virgin? By here say?

Why did Jesus turn water into wine when so many countries now need water?

Why is Earth the only planet with human life on it? Or any life?

Why do we so blindly believe in something when we don’t know where ‘he/she’ came from?

What if Jesus didn’t actually die on the cross?

Or what if it hadn’t actually been Jesus but someone who looked like him?

What if the tablets that were written, were actually just a fictional tale? Like a big story?

Who is to tell us that they were telling the truth?

I just don’t understand.

If God only created Adam and Eve, why is incest wrong? Who created the rest of the population?

Why is homosexuality wrong?
(Because it isn’t natural.)
What is natural?
(A man and a woman)
Why is that natural?
(To create children.)
Okay.

Why is homosexuality wrong?
(Because the Bible says so)
Because a book says so? So if I write, ‘Having intercourse to create a child is wrong.’ Doesn’t that make it right?

I don’t care what you believe in but I don’t understand why people believe in it.

Comfort? Comfort to know that after death you are going to a nice place in the sky for all of your good deeds?

Maybe.

But I am comfortable knowing that after death I can have rest. No heaven. No hell. No nothing. Just resting for all of my hard work on earth in the earth.

And if you can answer any of these questions. Go right ahead.